Regrets

Everyone will have at least 1 regrets in their life.....ok or maybe more than 1.

I've been thinking, did i made my choice wrong? I've been curious to my question for a very long time. Sometimes I would say this to myself(especially during assesment week) :" OMG! Why did I choose design course?! Why did I choose fashion design?! All the homework load are insane!! Regret much~". Now and then I keep wonder "Why?", but when I see my classmates, we are all doing the same amount of work and they did not complain (well they all did complain after all). Life isn't easy, not every thing can be easy in our life, we gotta face it. So most of the time I will just keep my mouth shut, unless I'm super pissed off and stress out, everyone is gonna hear me saying "LIFE SUCKS".

Well not only that, sometimes i also do think that i made a wrong decision of cosplaying, sometimes I do question myself why did I even start cosplaying. It really gets on my nerves when everyone relates everything of mine to cosplay. I HATE IT PEOPLE!!

I said I wanna get materials to sew a garment, 1st thing asked :" For cosplay ah?".
I said I'm joining a competition, 1st thing asked :" For cosplay ah?".
I said I'm going an event, 1st thing asked :" For cosplay ah?"
I show them my own design, 1st thing said :"Cosplay ah?"

SEE THE FLOW PEOPLE?! Everything I do confirm will be related to Cosplay. Really People??!!!! I'm Very Very Pissed when everything I do relates to cosplay for no reason, Especially MY OWN DESIGN.

Well, sorry for spoiling your eyes seeing this post, but i really regret what ever I do.

love, Babyelyon~